Sunday, 29 June 2008

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    Why do people care so much what other people think?

    1. My friend thinks that she's not pretty enough and it doesn't seem to matter that her boyfriend likes her for who she is and thinks she's beautiful because she wants to be pretty to everyone. But, what some people would give to be beautiful to just one.

    2. Had an awesome night last night with awesome people and just the right amount of alcohol. I was at the 'I love everybody' stage and kissing everyone on the cheek. I also danced. A lot. However, not skankily at all with all boys but one. Girls however, that's a different story. =p I had heaps of fun, but when I left the clubs, some guy said 'Arnina.. what happened? Who weren't you with tonight?'. Which was quite ironic considering who was saying it. But the strange thing was I cared. For a split second. Until I realised that I didn't give a shit what he, or anybody else who I didn't really care for, thought. I had heaps of fun. I upheld my morals. I didn't do anything I regret. And I really needed to go out, have some fun, look and feel hot and dance the night away for once because it has been an awfully long time since last that happened. And I deserve it after all that studying and hair cutting. =p

    3. However, when it comes down to people you do care about, you really do care what they think. I wonder, if he's always there for me, loves me no matter what, thinks I'm beautiful no matter lack of hair or makeup or clothing, and who knows me and who I can tell anything to and who wants to go out with me.. if I should not just turn around and accept it. I have no idea. And I'm being extremely unfair to him by not making up my  mind. But at least I am not leading him on. And at least I have not told him I have not made up my mind and simply tell him no. But then my actions contradict my words. =(

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